Project Allocation

Now I hav been allocated 2 a Project Saint Paul Travellers Agency .... IE comprise group....
The Team Lead is a gr88 man..tough I alwayz tend 2 forget his name...the members r nice and smart...I dnt know why I am not feeling like I use 2 feel some dayz before...the spark is missing somewhere. I want 2 start the new day in a higher note..So I want to keep a tab of my development in form of blogs... Sometimes I do feel that I do miss a friend who will make me feel like I am myself .... Only Sonal is the one...& why sudnt she b coz' she is my soulmate. I need that spark back..i need to start that from today. God Knows why almost every time in my life when I remember or take the name of Sonal ...I get a new energy.. I always want 2 b like some1 else whom I think is better than me but Sonal is the 1 who makes me realize that i am the 1 who I Am. What is going wrong in me..why I cannot make every1 comfortable with whom I am with...I want that...Why I do get blank where I need 2 speak...Why do I hold myself...I need 2 reveal myself. Why I alwayz make plans but never implement them. i can realise those lines of Merchant Of Venice
" I know not why I am so sad
It wearies me. You say it wearies you.
But how I caught it, found it, or came by it, I am to learn.
& such a want wit sadness makes it of me
tat I am much ado to know myself"..

See u Till the next time....All the best 4 the next time...

Nishant