Technical Boot Camp

Hi Me,
2day I was having a technical bootcamp. I dnt know where my enthu has vanished. I seriously want 2 regain it back. Mayb I am distracted due 2 the various tasks I am performing. But then also I can do it. My batchmates find themshelves more comfortable with other guys & girls & not me. Where I lag some1 sud tell me. No1 will. I hav 2 find tat myself. I want 2 hav the courage 2 say something. I want to hav a gr88 sense of humor. I want to hav everything in my reach. Sometimes I get my stand back. But I know tat is temporary. I hav 2 get tat permanently. My confidence is at stake. I hav 2 do something. I hav 2 change my attitude. I want support. But every physical support is away & emotional support is flooded. Mayb I am trying just too much.. I need to take a break & introspect. where i am wrong.
Plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz some1 tell me.

All the best 4 next time
Nishant