Life Good Now...

Life is a bit on the Happier side now...
Last Monday..I was very happy..& the Day was also Very good...
So was Tuesday....
I was talking with Rashmi Rekha Panda..my childhood friend & I felt really very Nice...
I was Chatting With Sabina Nazneen & I enjoyed the chat..
I was Chatting with Uma & he sent me so many messages (3) & I really hope tat we will b best of friends.
Rashmi, Pri & Me r going 2 meet in Chaska Maska in BBSR...
Uma Dharitri Pri & Me r also going 2 meet in BBSR....
Its going 2 b fun all the time..
Life is Ulti Kool now..
Sidharth Ray came 2 our home...I went to their home..I enjoyed tat evening..Khatti was Ulti kool..
Pri is Having her Dance rehersels there..She is happy..We were talking baout our Just Marriage & Post Marriage time & I really feel I can only b happy with my Family including her....

Just Pray God tat everything happens as we want...
Wish u all the best 4 next time...

Nishant....

Take every day as it comes....

I know tat I am not tat serious about my preparation for MBA. God knows wat will happen... Actually there is so much 2 do & so less time tat;4 not taking load..I am doing nothing. I am not searching for a scape goat ... but the fault lies with me. God knows wat will happen. But I know tat I hav 2 start somewhere. Every free time I get, I sud devote either for word power or GK. Nothing much 2 write today. Just I am feeling better as compared 2 the last 4 dayz . Mayb coz' I am not having ny work 2day. Mayb i hav done my ticket 2 home 2day. Mayb I am different...yes ...I remember , I hav 2 say something...i wonder whether I am different or the same as others. My Biwi Sonal sayz tat I am different. I dont want 2 go in2 intricacies now..but will definitely write about it next time...

All the best for next time...

Nishant.

Life is a bit cool now...

It is said tat "Morning Shows the day". But it is not alwz so. There is more to life than Proverbs. When my day started my Dad called me 2 say tat he can't book tickets coz seats were in the waiting list. But the khatti in the morning was gud enough & my contribution was there. Then when I came 2 the Office, we had our bootcamp training. Then lunch,then as usual blogging....but there is something in life which I am not getting but my aim & hopes & aspirations are high. Its something like...I find it bit relecutant 2 admit...tat I want 2 go abroad .. just 2 prove tat i am better than the best. I hav 2 put some extra efforts 2 b friendly with others. I don't hav enough time 2 do tat. Coz yesterday only I realized tat my dad will retire when I will b 26 & then I will hav 2 shoulder the responsibility. Not tat I am afraid 2 do tat but my parents had enjoyed being rich 4 a long period of time. I hav 2 make them continue a life like tat. I want 2 shoulder tat responsibility. Sonal also said tat We hav 2 get married b4 she turns 26 coz she is a girl & she can't stay in home 4 tat long. I now am bugged tat how will I ever manage to crack SNAP or XAT in such short span of time. I am wasting them like hell & I won't give ny excuses. I hav 2 develop an attitude which will attract others. I need 2 change the way I interact. I hav to do it. I am watching people more closely. I am getting impressed by their attitudes & am willing 2 imbibe them as soon as possible. I don't know wat to do. May b I sud read more & watch more movies to improve my skills. I hav 2 b a knowledgeble guy. I hav 2 b a studious guy, a smart guy, a guy with attitude, a knowledge guy & everything..All the best 4 the next time..Nishant

Technical Boot Camp

Hi Me,
2day I was having a technical bootcamp. I dnt know where my enthu has vanished. I seriously want 2 regain it back. Mayb I am distracted due 2 the various tasks I am performing. But then also I can do it. My batchmates find themshelves more comfortable with other guys & girls & not me. Where I lag some1 sud tell me. No1 will. I hav 2 find tat myself. I want 2 hav the courage 2 say something. I want to hav a gr88 sense of humor. I want to hav everything in my reach. Sometimes I get my stand back. But I know tat is temporary. I hav 2 get tat permanently. My confidence is at stake. I hav 2 do something. I hav 2 change my attitude. I want support. But every physical support is away & emotional support is flooded. Mayb I am trying just too much.. I need to take a break & introspect. where i am wrong.
Plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz some1 tell me.

All the best 4 next time
Nishant

Project Allocation

Now I hav been allocated 2 a Project Saint Paul Travellers Agency .... IE comprise group....
The Team Lead is a gr88 man..tough I alwayz tend 2 forget his name...the members r nice and smart...I dnt know why I am not feeling like I use 2 feel some dayz before...the spark is missing somewhere. I want 2 start the new day in a higher note..So I want to keep a tab of my development in form of blogs... Sometimes I do feel that I do miss a friend who will make me feel like I am myself .... Only Sonal is the one...& why sudnt she b coz' she is my soulmate. I need that spark back..i need to start that from today. God Knows why almost every time in my life when I remember or take the name of Sonal ...I get a new energy.. I always want 2 b like some1 else whom I think is better than me but Sonal is the 1 who makes me realize that i am the 1 who I Am. What is going wrong in me..why I cannot make every1 comfortable with whom I am with...I want that...Why I do get blank where I need 2 speak...Why do I hold myself...I need 2 reveal myself. Why I alwayz make plans but never implement them. i can realise those lines of Merchant Of Venice
" I know not why I am so sad
It wearies me. You say it wearies you.
But how I caught it, found it, or came by it, I am to learn.
& such a want wit sadness makes it of me
tat I am much ado to know myself"..

See u Till the next time....All the best 4 the next time...

Nishant